Fleeting…

Somehow some things just aren’t meant for you. It’s a sad realization that I had to come to terms with and understand because of a girl I like. And while I don’t feel like writing about this ours is a fleeting life and what happens day after day, though a miniscule of our entire being is, but yet notwithstanding however even so, still worth recollecting.

To reminisce, to appreciate what was, of things that were because some of those will always have been misconceived and thus deserve retrospect.

So the reality is that not everything will work out the way I hoped they’d be. And the person I like so much, can only be, at most, but a good friend. But it still works, at least it still does. For more over two years, I’ve felt the same as I’ve always had and cherish the moments as they came. But I write this not because it has already ended, no it has not, but because I’ve seen it as I’ve panned how 2012 will be.

And so maybe I will lose you for good or whatnot – only time will tell. The cliché, it’s even worse than what I saw unfold. The common tale of the one that got away.

But even though that I’ve never told you how I feel, in due time I will.