This elections was my first time to vote and never have I felt as hopeless for our plight. Constantly we gnarl and mumble on how hard it is to live within these times. And as it seems, we are set for the same within the next 6 years.

I see myself as one as an optimist, I am one because I am powerful with myself. I have the capacity to change my life. But I cannot undo what the majority of us has. A wrong decision induced by mindless, baseless, the false sense of belief and deliverance by one man. A man who took it unto him that the belief of many will be all that it takes to empower change. It takes a lot more than that clearly. Leaders take action, they entice, they bring hope, they deliver.

I am a Filipino and I write as one. I am with the rest of us and nor I am not bitter. I welcome Noynoy as our new President and I am willing to work with him in my own small ways. This is not a change of heart as how I put it down with the first two paragraphs. Instead I write it as it is, that,

For truth is our reality. That which is false is unreal. The more clearly we see the reality with our country, the better equipped we are. The more our minds are befuddled  by falsehood, misperceptions and illusions – the less able we will be to determine correct courses of action and make wise decisions.

Noynoy was never a man of action. Nor was he a man who finished things. And so shall it be.

Thank you…

Why did you ever stop believing in me?
I have never done so with you.
You may have never thought about it, but I do.
I still do care, not the way as it was,
But I do.

Remember when I tell you your good at this and that.
When you deserve that for yourself.
I see through you and the best that you can be.
And it has always been like that.

Love blossoms caterpillars,
that’s the way it should be.
Why do I feel that I have failed you M?
Why do you hide the butterfly from me?

What I really do like is how she takes the words from her mind, soul and heart, tears and joy whatever, then animates them to life in her writing. Set in dull plain white background, it is similar to watching the clouds move about on a fine blue sky day. You listen to yourself breathe then you understand. Altogether.

it problema la if wala gyud kay friends. :p

I’ve been nagging myself for about 2days now to make the most of my bandwith and electricity to get this done. I just need to clear this out of my head.